i can’t stop laughing. i’m crying.
That’s it. I’m done with this website.
Now I have lived
i can’t stop laughing. i’m crying.
That’s it. I’m done with this website.
Now I have lived
Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don’t know if it’s worth it anymoreHold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
“I’m All Gummed Up Inside” - Finn
And then sometimes this show breaks your heart…
Finn and Jake Song
Marceline singing to Ice King
Marceline - I m Just Your Problem
“עוד לילה”
Adele - Rolling In The Deep
Bob Sinclair - Give a Lil Love
Celtic Woman - The Voice
Clannad - Nagisa, Parting at the Foot of the Hill
Cult - Painted on my Heart
Daft Punk - Digital Love
Dissidia - God In Fire - 12
Echoing Angels - Say What You Believe
Guitar90 - Pchelbels’ Canon [Rock]
Hoosiers - Run Rabbit Run
Iron and Wine - Naked as We Came
Kansas - Cary on my Wayward Son
Little Trees - I’m A Little Yellow Fish In the Deep Blue Sea
Michael Andrews - Mad World
Nightwish - Over the Hills and Far Away
Paramore Misguided Ghosts
Philip Wesley - Light and Shadow
Project For Awesome - World Vision
Renee Spencer - Someone Worth Dying For
Reverend Peyton’s Big Damn Band - Clap your Hands
Rob Thomas - Street Corner Symphony
Shawshank Redemption - Suds on the Roof
The Kooks - Naive
Thirteen Senses - Into the Fire
Train - Hey Soul Sister
[Somebody’s Daughter] Original Song by Kai The Hatchet Wielding Hitchiker
Teen Titans Theme (Cyborg) - Khary Payton
IF YOU DON’T REMEMBER THIS SONG OR THE DANCE YOU’RE LYING
There was a singer famous for her singing range; four octaves to perhaps five octaves. My parents had a record of her voice. It was totally amazing. It is possible to reach those levels. Yma Sumac’s voice was not enhanced or played with in any way. http://yma-sumac.com/audio.htm Ina’s voice is beautiful. I hope she has a long and successful career.
One of my most favorite Songs~
“Dig a Hole”
William Beckett
Plant a seed, top it off, watch and see, pray for rain, wait a week. It never comes.
Humans are curious creatures. We acknowledge life is infinitely complex, but in spite of (or perhaps because of) this knowledge, we try to control everything around us, from the frivolous to the significant. There is an innate feeling within us that recognizes the vanity of our actions, and yet, we stand midstream, trying to stop the river with our hands. Because we’re afraid of the uncertainty and the unknown, we do our best to control ourselves and put guards up against what might destroy our comfort.
But just behind the curtain, just behind the curtain, something is happening.
For the past year, I have been outside what I consider my comfortable place. Last year, another continent became my home, and I was faced with the necessity of meeting and interacting with new people constantly. Ever since I was little, I have struggled with the repeated pleasantries, the worry they’ll find me annoying, the crippling fear of rejection. But I’ve learned to hide it well, and I would guess most people don’t realize that, inside, I’m panicking about whether my joke was funny or if I’m interesting enough. To cope and make it through the encounters, I hide behind my mask for each new meeting, hoping it will get people to like me.
I don’t want to be lonely, and I don’t believe I’m the only one. I’m sure many other people I meet all stand behind their own masks to hide their secrets, insecurities, or invisible pain. Everyone has pieces of themselves they want to keep behind the curtain.
I tell myself, “Gotta make you happy, whatever cost, whatever fee, tomorrow comes.”
Sometimes our masks begin to define us. But a mask is a lie. Instead of being ourselves, we become stuck, trapped between the person we really are and who we think another wants us to be. In the fear that they might leave us, the desire to control takes over, and we try to change ourselves. The fiction of it all sweeps us up, and we forget how to truly be happy. We forget we deserve to be happy as ourselves.
Open up your hands and let go. How impossible it seems. It’s possible to me.
It’s difficult to surrender to the unknown and present yourself to the world. But we have to learn to love and accept ourselves before we can release the insecurities, jealousies, and resentments. Our uniqueness should be cherished, and we all have something special to add to others’ stories. When we understand we deserve to be loved for who we are, we can take off our masks forever.
Perhaps it is only when we let go of our desire for consistent control of life that we can embrace it fully.
—Sharon